譚崔受害現身說法－Marte-Micaela Riepe (3)：譚崔惡行－我說出來！〈Tantric Masters－And I speak out!〉

〔原文貼處〕downthecrookedpath, Septemer 14, 2011
〔中譯出處〕http://cat13333.blogspot.com/
〔中譯日期〕2011-10-19
〔中譯說明〕這是德國女性Marte-Micaela Riepe在部落格Down the crooked path的留言，由於Marte-Micaela先後補充了相關內容，因此本中譯也加以整合，英文原文請有興趣的讀者自行閱讀。

Marte-Micaela Riepe於2011.9.16及9.20留言：譚崔惡行－我說出來！

親愛的Josey：

又是我，我只是來補充我的留言。我如此深信：我們必須說出我們的經歷，必須說出性侵我們的喇嘛的名字，必須將我們所親身經歷、所知道的秘密儀軌公告給大眾。

2002-2005年，我護持尼達爾喇嘛及他的噶瑪巴，上面文章中（譯註：〈尼達爾與金剛乘被控在瑞士性侵 Ole Nydahl & Diamond Way accused of sexual abuse in Switzerland〉）所說的都是真的，但他們的信徒卻不見這隻屋內的大象。

但評論中說尼達爾、索甲之流的性侵行為只是害群之馬，卻是錯得離譜。掠奪女性的性能量，是譚崔密宗／藏傳佛教的既有實情，也是譚崔大師的力量來源。當然它的主要內容不是我們所想的一般性愛，而是藉由性儀軌或其他儀式吸取女性能量。尼達爾所修的，正是這個。這確實非常屬靈！而夏瑪巴（Sharmapa）對此說過隻字片語嗎？沒有。

這是宗喀巴密續《密宗道次第廣論》巻13的一段摘錄：
「先供物請白者：以幔帳等隔成屏處，弟子勝解：『師為金剛薩埵』，以具足三昧耶之智慧母--生處無壞、年滿十二等之童女--奉獻師長。如《大印空點》第二云：『賢首纖長目，容貌妙莊嚴，十二或十六，難得可二十。廿上為余印，令悉地遠離。姊妹或自女，或妻奉師長。』
(Tsongkhapa, Extended Treatise on the Progression of the Esoteric Path)

尼達爾及噶瑪巴依照《時輪密續》將我當作性伴侶雙修。你要求道德？那是沒有的。女人只是被用來達到開悟的工具而已。

沒有互屬關係，沒有愛意，沒有情誼。他們都是精神變態的人。溫暖的心、道德規範，是沒有辦法做這些譚崔修行的。因此，就如《時輪密續》第9章所寫的，打開雙修明妃的昆達里尼能量是很重要的；在那個狀態中，修習者不再有溫情，對自己、對他人不再感同身受，也不再有健康的人格。

而整個瑜伽修行就是不斷的洗腦。

尼達爾打開了我的昆達里尼能量之後，2005年我在波蘭見到他，他打供養手印將我獻給他的上師，當時他流著淚看著我，說著他的上師的祝福語。

之後，我在家時，我感到非常強烈的景象：我必須跟年輕的噶瑪巴性交！我哭著說：「我不要。」那景象如此強烈，我感覺我被強暴。即使事隔多年，正在敘述的此時，我仍然感到無法呼吸。

像尼達爾這樣的譚崔行者，有什麼樣的秘密藏在他背後呢？首先要說的是，他像其他瑜伽士一樣，有著已經開發的昆達里尼，他的意識狀態已經改變，他失去了共同人格，心靈分崩離析。這使他的行為變得怪異，就像其他瑜伽士一樣。

他的性交動機不是出於自己的激情、愛欲或個人意圖，而是為了達到譚崔三昧（tantric samays）。因此，他必須每天性交。透過雙修吸取女性分泌物，他成就的悉地愈來愈強大。這是真正的強暴與掠奪！即便有女性愛上他，他也絕不動情。他的愛要從哪裡來呢？在他失去了所有的人性之後？

這一切就是左道譚崔，善於取得任何他想要的女人的承諾，與他雙修性交。你不可以像我一樣說「不」，否則藏傳佛教的咒術、施法、密法、巫術就會加諸於你身上。

就像我前幾天寫的：
「在我的個案中，尼達爾及他的噶瑪巴有我的照片、頭髮、及幾塊衣物。但他們再也傷害不了我，因為我不相信密法，也不相信任何施術的方法。那些無非都是自我催眠，當你心中啟動效用了，那些才會對你產生影響。我曾在我〈藏傳佛教藏傳佛教出魂-催眠術導致多重人格〉的文章中，分析這些現象如何在一個人的心靈中增長。它們跟鬼神沒有關係，它們只是你內心中的精神現象，而反過來大大傷害你。這是我的結論。我覺得我的觀點非常有幫助，它富於我個人最高價值的自由觀。」

他們使我成為他們的雙修對象。他們使我跟他們一樣。現在，我知道他們所有內部的秘密，我大聲地說出來！

如今我的心是強壯的，而且我能夠慈憫地平衡昆達里尼被打開後所帶來的各種現象，重新回到我的生活。而這曾經是一項艱鉅的工作！

Marte-Micaela Riepe


【以下是原文】

Ole Nydahl & Diamond Way accused of sexual abuse in Switzerland

@ downthecrookedpath, Septemer 14, 2011


Comments:

Anonymous (September 16, 2011 3:48 AM):

Tantric Masters

I was a devotee of Nydahl and his Karmapa from 2002 to 2005 and all it`s written in the article above is right, only the followers avoid the elephant in the room.

But what is said in the comment that only some black sheep like Ole Nydahl and Sogyal are acting sexual abuse is terribly wrong, the abuse of womens sexual-and energetic qualities is an immanent phanomenon of tantric-tibetan Buddhism and the source of the tantric master`s power. And of course the main component is not sex like we think, but the absorption of female energies by sexual and other rituals. Nydahl practices exactly that. Very spiritual, indeed! Did Sharmapa ever said something about? No.

Here one quote from a hidden Tantra by Tsongkhapa,said in the Extended Treatise on the Progression of the Esoteric Path, Vol. 13:
“Someone who ask the teacher for empowerment should make offerings first. A curtain is used as a screen. The disciple understands very well that the teacher is vajrasattva. Wisdom mothers with complete samaya, whose genitals are healthy and who are virgins over the age of 12 etc., are offered to the teacher. Just like the statement in the second chapter of Sutra on Great-Seals: “One should choose females who are most wise, virtuous, with slender eyes, having a wondrous dignified face, and aged from 12 to 16, or 20 if difficult to obtain. Females over 20 are used in other seals (mudra) because it will make all the stages of practice impossible to attain. One’s sisters, daughters, or wife are offered to the teacher.” (Tsongkhapa, Extended Treatise on the Progression of the Esoteric Path)

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Anonymous (September 16, 2011 3:48 AM):

I am such a woman who was used as consort in the kalachakra-tantra through Ole Nydahl and Karmapa. You ask for moral? There is none. Women are just material for reaching the so called enlightment.

No relationship, no love, no friendship counts. They are psychopaths. With a warm heart and a human ethic you are not able to practice these tantras. Therefore it is important - so it is written in the ninth chapter of kalashakra- tantra- to open the kundalini of the consorts, in which state you loose your warm feelings, your empathy for yourselve and others as well as your former personality.

And the whole guru-yoga brainwashing attend the rest.

When I saw Nydahl in Poland 2005 after he opened my kundalini, he offered me to his teacher by making the offering-mudra while he was looking at me, crying many tears and counting his teacher`s blessings, what he was saying.

Later, at home, I had such strong visions in which I had to have sex with the young karmapa! I was crying and saying: I cannot do that. The imagination was so strong! It felt like to be raped. Even when I am writing about I am unable to breath.

So what can we find in the hidden secret life of a tantric master like Nydahl is? First is to say that he has like all others an opened kundalini and an altered state of consciousness which shows a lack of core-personality with dissociations in mind. That makes him behave freakishly as yogis do.

His motivation of sexual intercourses is not individual passion, love or personal affectations, but the fulfillment of the tantric samays he did. He is OBLIGATED hence to have sex every day. Through that his siddhis are growing up because of the suction of female secretion. This is the real abuse! Even when women are in love with Nydahl, he is never. Where should his love come from? Without any path to his personality?

The whole is called the left-handed tantra were the adept get the promise beeing able to have sex with every person he wants to. You can`t say "No" to a tantric master like I did without beeing cursed and charmed in special rituals, the source of black magic and voodoo in Tibetan Buddhism.

As I wrote a few days ago:

In my case Ole Nydahl and his Karmapa have a photo, they have my hair and they have pieces of my clothes. But they cannot harm me anymore because I do not believe in black magic, I do not believe in any method of voodoo. This is nothing else than self-hypnosis, it works only in your soul. And there it works. In my lecture about the rising of a multiple personality by the abuse of trance-and hypnosis-methods in Tibetan Buddism I analysed the way how phenomenas are growing up in ones mind. They have nothing to do with ghosts, they are just mental phenomenas in your own mind which can harm you very badly. That is my result. I think that view very helpful and full of freedom, which is one of my highest worths.

They made me their consort. They made me equal to them. And now I know all their secrets from the inside. And I speak out!

Today my mind is strong and I can mercifully balance the phenomenas of an opened kundalini and got my life back. That was a hard work!

Marte-Micaela Riepe



Marte-Micaela Riepe (September 20, 2011 5:01 AM):

Dear Josey,

here I am again, just to complete my comment more detailed. It is my deep conviction that we have to speak out our experiences, we have to speak out the names of the abusers and we have to announce all our knowledge about the secret rituals we got swept up in.

Here one quote from a hidden Tantra by Tsongkhapa,said in the Extended Treatise on the Progression of the Esoteric Path, Vol. 13:
“Someone who ask the teacher for empowerment should make offerings first. A curtain is used as a screen. The disciple understands very well that the teacher is vajrasattva. Wisdom mothers with complete samaya, whose genitals are healthy and who are virgins over the age of 12 etc., are offered to the teacher. Just like the statement in the second chapter of Sutra on Great-Seals: “One should choose females who are most wise, virtuous, with slender eyes, having a wondrous dignified face, and aged from 12 to 16, or 20 if difficult to obtain. Females over 20 are used in other seals (mudra) because it will make all the stages of practice impossible to attain. One’s sisters, daughters, or wife are offered to the teacher.” (Tsongkhapa, Extended Treatise on the Progression of the Esoteric Path)

I am such a woman who was used in one sexual tantra. You ask for moral? There enis none. Women are just material for reaching the so called enlightment.

No relationship, no love, no friendship counts. They are are psychopaths. With a warm heart and a human ethic you are not able to practice these tantras. Therefore it is important - so it is written in the ninth chapter of kalashakra- tantra- to open the kundalini of the consorts, in which state you loose your warm feelings, your empathy for yourself and others as well as your former personality.

And the whole guru-yoga brainwashing attends the rest.

When I saw Nydahl in Poland 2005 after he opened my kundalini, he offered me to his teacher by making the offering-mudra while he was looking at me, crying many tears and counting his teacher`s blessings, what he was saying.

Later, at home, I had such strong visions in which I had to have sex with the young karmapa! I was crying and saying: I cannot do that. The imagination was so strong! It felt like to be raped. Even when I am writing about I am unable to breath.

Today my mind is strong and I can mercifully balance the phenomenas of an opened kundalini and got my life back. That was a hard work!